Monthly Archives: November 2014


Cheers !

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2014 – November 30 : Telemark general hospital : Skien

07:50 Woke up. Coffee and smoke
Back in bed again.
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08:20 Breakfast came
Knut ( guard) came with extra bread

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10:10 Was woken up, offered some pastry..
Had a coffee and smoke, back to bed again
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11:30 Food came again, slept some more so I just had some coffee and smoke
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12:55 Got internet at 12:30 been checking up on stuff, and playing music

 

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13:08 It is sunday… nothing happens on a sunday.. Going to play some left 4 dead and later today I have to set up new industry on EVE online

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14:08 Coffee and smoke

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14:30 Dinner came

Almost can’t wait to check EVE online later today. There will be fortunes of industry goods waiting for me And also check the goods I put
out on the market yesterday for sale.

In addition today I am to plant another factory on a planet

Also have to renew the subscription for another 3 months

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15:20 Up for smoke

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16:05 Decided to use my internet time. + coffee and smoke

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17:51 Spent like almost 2 hours setting up new industry, had to transport some goods far through over 11 solar systems and then return..
however profits looking good πŸ™‚ now its soon christmas season and the holidays start and im loaded with ammunition to sell to noobs with blasters…

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18:05 Turning in Laptop. had a coffee and smoke again as well. Going to be some long 4 hours until I can sleep, going to bed now.

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18:37 Evening food came, sandwhiches. Asked for phone

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19:30 Spent almost an hour talking on SMS with the ladies. Also phoned my exgf Jooyoun Cho, however she was sleeping.

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20:06 Took a long shower, however this bloody shower battery is malfunctioning so it sometimes sends down ultra hot water raining down on me, making the whole thing a risky affair. Asked for some coffee.

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20:20 Going to lie down and wait until nightshift comes on around 21:15/30 and I get my sleeping pills.

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21:20 Going to aks for 200 Mg Ceroquell and a 5 Mg Zopliclone zzzz-.-

2014 – November 29 : Telemark general hospital : Skien

08:06 Woke up, was so dark that I could not orientate myself properly, turned on lights and my 3D vision was all messed up

Had coffee and smoke

Realized while sitting htere drinking that my stomach was real bad or starting to go bad again, so I asked for 20 mg Nexium
Its a prescription drug I am on permanently because I have a stomach condition and if I dont take it regulary I end up in total pain from the stomach as the acid eat away at the stomach.

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08:25 Breakfast came

Normally I do not write on weekends however because of the gag order and the solitary confinment I will write

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09:00 took out the laptop

 

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10:00 used uo internet time for this morning, spent it checking emails and playing EVE online, set up industry and sales for christmas season I expect to make some credits then.

Talked to Jooyoun Cho on Kakotalk. and bought the new album from David Rovics to add to the broadcast
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13:50 No dinner today it seems, been sleeping from 11 to 13:30 nothing to do. Going for a smoke and coffee.

Checked phone as well, Told them I am running out of tobacco and someone needs to go and buy some.
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14:40 Knut, one of the guards suddenly came with some sandwhiches and a egg from the morning.

Shortly after a guard came with tobacco from the ward’s storage, telling me I have to buy back to them later.

Obviously there has been a guard shift

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15:55 Had a smoke, asked to get a soda from the machine. Going to take out the laptop abit earlier today at 16:00, decided to do a broadcast of Davids new album for those interested πŸ™‚

https://davidrovics.bandcamp.com/album/when-im-elected-president-wayfaring-stranger-double-album

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16:11 My profile has been blocked on facebook for 30 days, but no worries were still around

 

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17:30 finished a one hour broadast with the latest album from David Rovics, went quite well had about 8 listerners at most for something not planned ahead Β it is quite good.

 

going to play some left for dead 2 the last 30 minutes i have of communication, then I will spend the rest of the evening in bed.

 

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18:05 Evening food.

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18:45 Knut ( guard) came with some chocolates, had a smoke.

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21:05 Turns out they had forgotten about the laptop so i played some left for dead for half an hour extra, got lucky too and played with a
good team.

Been laying in bed since, just waiting for time to pass until I can take some sleeping drugs at around 22:00… Time passes so slow
8 days left of this quarantene.

Been wondering why they sabotage and delay everything I try to do.

Going for a smoke

I also noticed that if I did not have my splendid wristwatch I would completely have lost track of time, at least until I reginaed my
laptop.

And if I understood correctly this institution has systematically broken internaitonal human rights agrrements by not offering me at least
one hour outside, in fresh air per 224 hour.

Imagine how this would be for someone locked up in solitary for long without wristwatch, phone access or computer, and on top of that no
fresh air or sunlight.
And if this person is confused or otherwise mentally stressed out. It would be mental torture 24 hours.
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21:15 I think nightshift just started, asked for 200 mg Ceroquell and later on 5 mg zopliclone zzzzz -.-

by the way there are no typos in this blog, it is just glitches in the matrix.

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just do it… fuck em up

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2014 – November 28 : Telemark general hospital : Skien

08:25 Woke up, slept alright
Had coffee and smoke.. going to ask for phone
no answers to any text messages, Ludvig, Julie did not reply
Tim Hjertsted, the former admin on a-revolt did not reply either

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09:10 Jooyoun phoned, says she will complain about situation.

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12:05 Stood up for smoke. They had fixed the toilet.
Food came

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12:45 Both doctors came to inform me that the gag order will be somewhat lifted, apparantly because of the written complaint I can now use the laptop with internet for 2 hours per guard shift.

They talked for long about the need to “co-operate”

However I will remain in solitary confinment until I “co-operate” or the order expires.

They further on said they could not see any benefits of me laying in bed in a dark room.

They sort of tried to go back on what they had said on Monday, that the order now suddenly did not include the internet and it all was a big missunderstanding.

Anyway I lay silent in bed, not responding at all.

going to ask for another cup of coffee now.
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13:17 yup on the internet again posting to the blog first.

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14:40 Mona called a while back and told me she had fixed a lawyer who will come on December 10 to visit me.

Been sitting clearing website email and checking site. And updating this journal

And responding to email

Dinner came just now, so I am turning in the laptop
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16:05 Tried to phone this lawyer but had the wrong number, phoned Mona and got the right number however when I phoned the lawyer had gone for the weekend.

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18:25 Food came, been laying here since 16:00 cannot do much, decided to wait until 20:00 to ask for laptop and internet.

So much miss having my music and obviously there will be no broadcast this weekend either

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By the way landlord had sent several emails regarding the apartement and due rent to be taken from the deposit. It should all be sorted out now. Well I will just have to wait for his confirmation.

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19:15 I am suspecting this hospital and the doctor Maleen Geck Sevatdal is co-operating to some extent with far right wing capitalists ( organized crime) in bringing me down. And this is a personal vendetta against me and what I stand for

that is what my paranoia talking as I lay here. But what else could these accusations of “Debt” be about.

 

1-a1-gang-involved-in-extortion-busted

 

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19:30 Asked for laptop and internet.

 

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21:19 since I was going to listen to music anyway i decidedot do a broadcast that went very well πŸ™‚ few listerners today but I wasnt going to repost the broadcast since it was short and unplanned
at 21:30 will they take the internet , ill just ask for sleeping meds Β then

 

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2014 – November 27 : Telemark general hospital : Skien

08:05 Woke up, slept damned good all night, have to say it ceroquell is a great sleeping drug

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12:05 Woke up, slept some more, lunch is served.
and got a cup of coffee with it

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14:00 Slept almost some more, one of the doctors ( Tone, psychologist) came and wanted to talk about co-operation ? second time today.
Should have mentioned it before but I was to sleepy in the morning to get up and write.

Now they discovered that the toilet is messed up. he he Brings some joy to me to think about it

had a cup of coffee too.

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14:55 guard came and informed me that I have to use other toilet.

food came too

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16:55 Smoke and coffee, been laying here in the dark for a few hours now. 10 days to go
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17:30 Tried to phone Mona but no answer, tried to phone Jooyoun cho but no answer. Sent a text message to Ludvig, julie and Tim.
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18:20 Constipated as fuck

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18:35 evening food

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19:05 going to ask to check phone and have a ciggie.

Talked to Mona, she is trying to find a lawyer, no reply on the text messages.

I am going to check the order to isloate me whether it relates directly to thelaptop or just contact with outside world.. i.e comrades and friends

If I am correct the order only relates to the internet and not the laptop itself

As the order stands it prohibits me from the internet, but a laptop on its own does not have internet access, so as I see it, I can have the laptop but not the internet.
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19:55 I have written a complaint to the Patient oversight commission ( kontroll kommisjonen ) regarding this gag order

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20:38 I am allowed to have the laptop they now say, as long as its not connected to the internet. writing all the journals from paper into laptop so I can add them to the online journal when I get internet access. Going ot play some offline games too

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21:25 They did not come with drugs today either. I will ask for Ceroquell 200 mg from night guard. And a sleeping tablet Zopliclone 5 mg

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21:44 Got the drugs.
They say they will take the laptop at 22:00 I will object to this treatment. the order is about internet not the laptop.

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2014 – November 26 : Telemark general hospital : Skien

04:25 woke up, terrible sleep, doesnt feel like I have slept at all
same recurring dreams and waking up several times.
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05:15 cant sleep

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06:20 Received two cups of coffee from guard, decided to take the goddamn matress of the metal bed and put it on the floor, like I am used to sleeping. And also because the bed makes noises, is tippped in an upward angle and is uncomfortable high

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07:10 Begain thinking about travelling t oCuba and maybe onward to latin america. I feel drawn to travel there in hope of a better more peaceful life again. I recently met a lady on facebook that invited me to come, but since I don’t have internet access I can’t really communicate more with her, to findout more who she is and why she has extended this invitation. She said it would be a good idea to travel to Cuba, however I don’t see how I will be able to maintain a Visa or have any income over there, this benefit I have is limited in certain aspects, and I have no way of researching this without internet, in fact without phone and internet there is nothing I can do at all, and it appears that this is how the doctors want it.

I am going to ask today to phone Attorney and request status of my complaint regarding treatment here.

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09:00 This state of mind after 3 days of little or no sleep is wearing me down. my brain is screaming for proper sleep.
Strange that the drugs of this doctor is not working at all, maybe it is because their full of bullshit.
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10:11 I demanded to know when the time to meet the patient oversight commission ( kontroll kommisjonen ). Apparantly its set for next wednessday. So I demanded to phone the lawyer to which they informed me that the lawyer had called and said he could not come.

So I have no lawyer at present moment to represent me, the guard said they had lawyers they I could use. I refused their offer based on the fact that those lawyers often work morefor the hospital and the doctors than their clients.

At present moment I am totally unable to locae a lawyer since I am in solitary confinment and without phone or internet.

So I will have to meet without legal representation one week from now. Which is plenty of time to break me down sitting like this in an empty room. I am already now starting to feel unstable from lack of sleep and things to focus on.

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IT WILL BE A FARSE !
I am going to send the commmision a copy of this journal and a link to the online journal. And ask them to pospone this “hearing” until after the order of Islolation and internet expires.
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10:40 Was just informed by guard that I will be allowed to use internet for two hours every day from now on.

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11:45 Lunch served.. Pasta and salad
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14:35 There is only one word to describe this TOTAL INSOMNIA
Fucking lights hurt my eyes too.
Maybe these drugs are turning me into a vampire O.o lol

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15:00 Dinner is served

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16:30 Took out the computer, turns out it was only the laptop she meant. no internet which makes this pointless. But at least I will write the journal into the laptop. Its almost to ridicule me, she did this.

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17:20 Qhy do I get this feeling these people are planning to murder me ?

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17:35 Phoned Jooyoun Cho ( exgf) to ask for help all she could do is pray for me.
Thats how much 12 years of friendship is worth.
Phoned Mona, she will help me find a lawyer
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18:30 Evening food is served.

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20:53 They did not come with drugs today, however I have decided to take 200 mg of ceroquell and a sleeping tablet to get some sleep.

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2014 – November 25 : Telemark general hospital : Skien

00:50 No sleep.. been lying in bed for the past hours nothing to do but stare into the darkness

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01:45 No sleep still, up to chain smoe abit.
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08:35 Woke up, feel like shit, fell asleep around 05;30 I think…. but no proper sleep

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09:35 Guard delivered some breakfast

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11:00 Got up to smoke, back to bed
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11:30 Lunchtime, guard delivered a bowl of soup.
Tired as hell, cant sleep at all
Laying thinking a lot.. rvenge, hate and anger is a lot of the feelings I feel. How to get back at an entire system and doctors cannot take to court or anything ? Maybe suicide is the only real way to get back at those doctors and guards.

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13:45 up to smoke.. dinner is coming in 45 minutes
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14:40 dinner, not sure what it is

im not saying a word anymore to these fascists. red or brown, nevertheless authoritarian scumbags

going for a smoke

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16:20 Tired of laying in here, going to smoke one or two ciggie, its the only fucking thing to do.

was offered a piece of cake told them to fuck off

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18:35 Up for smoke again, also some evening food came

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20:15 Refused drugs from nurse again.
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21:20 Shower and smoke

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23:05 I have decided to ask for a sleeping tablet. If I dont sleep I’ll just end up a wreck
Received 5mg zopliclone
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